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Friday, 11 January 2008

Saying good bye

Sitting here thinking about you,
I here you call my name,
Tyler,Tyler,Tyler
As I turn to see who's calling me
I see no one, only hear your voice.

I glance across the room,
To see if anyone else hears it too.

But no one seems to notice the look on my face.

I miss you so much,
I keep telling you,
But you don't seem to hear me.

Still you're calling out my name, only louder,
As the tears rolled down my face,
I glance around the room,
And see you amongst my family, and friends
The look upon your face says you're peaceful now.

I realized it was time to let you go.
Although I will always love and miss you.

I turn my head to see if anyone notices you.
Then I turn back, and you're gone.

I hear you, so very gently say,
"I love you", "Good- Bye!"
"Bye", I said . . .

Can't let go
every word he spoke,
brought me to tears,
there's nothing left in me,
I'm hurting, make it stop!
make the pain go away!
please take me away!!
I feel so dead inside.
without her, I'm lost.
I feel like a mime,
no real walls, but yet,
I cant get out of the box,
I'm trapped!!
I want to get out,
help me escape,
HELP ME!!!
I effed it up
I need him
I cry, cry, and cry.
will this ever go away?
bleeding on the inside.
bleeding on the out.
I just wanna shout!!
break free.
run away.
get him back.
I'm losing control.
I cant let go,
I cant let go....

Thursday, 22 November 2007

My First Post

Hi!
Fallen in love!!

Every time I'm with you,
there a constant smile on my face.
The piece missing from my heart,
you have somehow replaced.

You know that I care about you,
but you don't know how much.
I find myself falling in love,
with someone I feel I can trust

I love it when you hold me,
and look into my eyes.
I love to feel your body,
when it's pressed against mine.

I constantly have butterflies in my stomach,
And I can hardly speak;
My heart is always pounding so fast,
And my knees feel so weak.

Even though I do not know much,
I think that I have finally found,
The one who I will always be with
Till god puts me into the ground.

I want to tell you this,
how I really feel.
But I find it hard to admit,
that this is all so real.

The love that we share now
Will being holding our future together.
I wanted to let you know first in hand
That I making big, big plans.

All it involves is me and you,
And it all started when you made me
Fall in love with you.

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